Nobody cares.

Am emotionally handicapped. Trust misplaced. Nothing is real. Nobody knows. So lost with thoughts meandering like wind gushing throughout the night, losing sleep. I wanna run away. I wanna sleep forever. I can't. The paramount factor contributing to downfall is often the inability to discern ie stupidity. Wonder if love could exist with the absence of trust but don't they exist alongside? Questions baffled me, leaving me desperately in search of answers. Am I inferior in any ways or am i simply just not good enough.. I can't express these thoughts as I have clearly lost importance. I'm secondary that i cant create much impact. Perhaps it's time the tale comes to a concusion,an undesired one. Am so hungry now, hunger for both food and assurance and maybe his concern(though i know i shouldn't be). In a quandary.Gasps. Need a bandage for the wound that hurts so very much. Weeps. Crying no tear. We know,sadly, that trust takes years to build but mere seconds to destroy.

Eve in utter dismay.